Predicaments.

I'm having a problem.

For most of my life, I did everything in order to make my parents and grandma happy -- piano lessons, gotten good grades, and did other random extra-curricular things.

For the past year and a half, I've been doing stuff completely opposite of what my parents want -- e.g., Mom wants me to go to WVU, I suddenly really hate it there.

My problem is.. because I've been focused on doing stuff just because my parents don't want me to.. I no longer know what I'm going to do with my life.

I want to go to FSU.. mostly because I like the school.. but also because my parents more or less told me I couldn't, because that'd be throwing away a nice chunk of money known as the Promise scholarship.

So I just printed off a whole list of majors offered at FSU and the scholarship requirements.. just so I can apply, receive a full scholarship, prove my parents wrong (kind of), and then turn it down.

I'm going to Pot State because I'm tired of dealing with everything. I hate that school. I hate Keyser. I don't want to stay in West Virginia. But.. Promise scholarship.. plus being a bit on the poor side.. and all of that.. it's not a good thing.

Ugh.