And as quickly as it came.. that sense of everything being okay is gone.

I feel like my relationship is shot to hell. No, I don't know why. I just feel that way.

I think I'm psycho; seriously.

I'm seriously considering being done with relationships until I'm out of college. They're too much work and commitment for me; I don't handle work or commitment well.

I love him. I do. But I also feel tied down. I feel sad for no good reason. I feel like.. I really don't know what I feel like.

Maroon 5 puts me at ease.

It is so easy to see dysfunction between you and me. We must free up these tired souls before the sadness kills us both. I tried and tried to let you know - I love you but I'm letting go. It may not last, but I don't know.. i just don't know. If you don't know, then you can't care, and you show up, but you're not there. But I'm waiting, and you want to, still afraid that I will desert you. Everyday, with every worthless word we get more far away; the distance between us makes it so hard to stay, but nothing lasts forever. But be honest babe - it hurts but it may be the only way. A bed that's warm with memories can heal us temporarily; the misbehaving only makes the ditch between us so damn deep. I built a wall around my heart; I’ll never let it fall apart. But strangely I wish secretly it would fall down while I'm asleep. If you don't know, then you can't care, and you show up, but you're not there. But I'm waiting, and you want to, still afraid that I will desert you, babe. Everyday, with every worthless word we get more far away; the distance between us makes it so hard to stay, but nothing lasts forever. But be honest babe - it hurts but it may be the only way. Though we have not hit the ground, it doesn't mean we're not still falling. Oh, I want so bad to pick you up, but you're still too reluctant to accept my help.. what a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame. But until then the fact remains that everyday, with every worthless word we get more far away; the distance between us makes you so hard to stay, but nothing lasts forever. But be honest babe - it hurts but it may be the only way.