"I feel like it's God's will." -- cop out or the truth?
In my case.. I'm really not sure.
I've been feeling a pull towards a certain decision for about three weeks now, but I'm afraid to go through with it. I don't know if God's trying to tell me to let something go in order to gain something greater.. or if it's just me being psycho. It would make sense that it's God, because usually He asks us to make great leaps of faith in order to receive great blessings.. and this would be a rather large leap of faith for me.. but then it doesn't make sense because I feel like He's blessed me so richly, and I don't know why.. I just don't know. God hardly ever answers why.. and I really wish He did.
I really wish He'd give me some guidance.
If there are qualities in a person.. very small, minute qualities.. that you would not want in a future spouse.. do you ignore them.. try to change them.. or break up with them?
Or do you simply not care in the slightest.. not form an attachment.. or not get into that situation?
Or are you like me.. and just floundering about, hoping the problem will go away, wondering how my life would be different, worrying about the future, and praying for a miracle?
"Ought to be a side show act for freaks like me; yeah, I could be the star of the show with my name on the marquee. In a room with a big red button that says 'Do Not Touch,' and twice a day I'd mash it down, and you could watch me self-destruct."
6.03.2007
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Okay.. So I know that I like it when people can answer my questions.
This question.. "If there are qualities in a person.. very small, minute qualities.. that you would not want in a future spouse.. do you ignore them.. try to change them.. or break up with them?"
First, you can't just ignore them because why would you want to marry someone that has a quality that you don't like? What if.. it becomes a greater quality of that person. Another thing.. How many people do you know that are willing to change for someone and were successful? I don't know many. If someone is a certain way.. their not going to be able to change like *snap* that. I mean.. they can try and if it's something simple like.. biting your nails for instance.. that's just something kinda stupid. If it's something like.. I duno.. They are a major flirt.. That could be difficult. Then again.. with God, all things are possible. [I know I'm probably just rambling but I like it and it's helping me try to help you.. hehe:D] Anyways.. Have you ever noticed yourself flirting with someone? Well.. if you do then it either ends really well and you quit flirting but are still friends or it ends bad and you lose a friend. Hmm.. I'm just sayin.. It's hard to change people with problems. Not saying he has any problems. So.. how minute is this problem? I think I know.. but I'm not for positive. I hate the thought of breaking up but you just really need to trust God. If things keep getting worse [the whole time spending stuff] then it's gotta be God tellin you sumthin. Now.. It might not so don't go and do anything durastic. Okay.. this all probably sounds kinda mean or whatever but you know I love ya. It's not ment mean.. I'm just really bored in this school. Finished my first block final and now I have nothing to do.. I'm so frustrated.. I think I'm gonna go type it out. [now walk it out, now walk it out, now walk it out] Okie dokie.. I'll talk to you later. Love You! Byahhh!
[Jesus]saves♥
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